Kidnap my heart.

Friday, January 29, 201010:53 PM

I miss my children. );
I'm sad. Last day of attachment.
I miss all of you.

I don't like piercings of any kind except ear.
I mean it.
You know it too.
Why
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why am I always so emo.

I'm sure you'll think I am crazy.
Why am I always over reacting?
I am not over reacting.

I'M SURE I HAVE MILD DEPRESSION.
IM SURE

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Tuesday, January 26, 20106:22 PM

My 552th post. I've been blogging since Secondary 2! Wow :D

OK.

- Menses came. Pimples outbreak.
- Diarrhea. Great man!
- Lotsa work to finish by this week. 1000 words essays n more n more...
- Lesson implementations :S
- Dying of fatigue.
- Just LET me pass this week in the blink of an eye........

I LOVE DARLING
I LOVE MY HAMSTERS
& I can't wait for holidays to come!!!!
I dislike school ):

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Saturday, January 23, 20101:56 PM

Fucking emo. I feel so stressed out by all the work. I want to go out and play and have fun.
Why are there only tears in my bloody life. Happiness is slowly disappearing.
Please let me off.
I fucking hate school right now.
I mean it.
I go to school for the sake of going to school.
I do my work for the sake of finishing it.
I am tired of everything.
Yes I know the holidays are coming. but there's still semester 2 after the holidays.
I do not wish to continue anymore.
Someone knock me awake.
Why do I have this mentality of quitting school?
Of course it's not going to happen. I'm just fking emo.
I still love my children.
But I don't love anything else already.
Poly is just a lie.
I stepped into poly yearning for a nice and good start.
Now I want it to end.
What is wrong with me?
I thought I love school. I thought I love what I'm studying.
I realize I don't.

Well, but I'm still doing work now. I'm crazy.
Doing something I hate. =D
I so totally enjoy it.
Forcing myself to do it.
For?
For fuck
I've never cried so much in my entire life.

Labels: I hate school.

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Thursday, January 07, 201012:05 PM

Ok wow. I just realized that I've not blogged for almost 2 months and it's already 2010!
Lol alright actually I know that it's rotting, but I guess I was too busy and too lazy to blog. =x
Just read my blog archives from year 2008 & 2009. Some memories came back to me but I wasn't sad or anything.

I feel really lucky that I met my darling :D Well, I feel that he's the first guy to treat me so well and love me with his whole heart. In past relationships, I can't feel it from the guys. Now, I can feel his genuine love. Muahahaha =D

OH and did I mention I really love looking at him eat? Wow looking at him eat is really an enjoyment. He eats a lot but he's so fit =) hehe. Whenever he eats, I just feel very happy. I don't even know why LOL. There won't be a chance of me wasting food because he'll finish it for me! hahaha. We're always having so much fun and laughters together.
I have a feeling we're going to be together for a long long time :)
I want to be with you forever. I don't believe in forever but I want to believe in it now, because of you.

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